Knockout

Dreamland

2011-11-12T09:32:00.000-08:00

That's where I should be at right now actually. But nahhh, who cares anyway right? I'm free to do as I like :D Though I am sleepy. Anyway, today I went to Yovisha's house again to help out with Interact stuff (look at my previous post). After I came back, I feel surprisingly tired. Now my eyelids are slowly drooping but I refuse to be overpowered by sleep D:< Waiting for a video to finish buffering right now. Ugh, I hate this laptop. It's horrible to watch videos with. Hopefully I get straight A's in PMR and I get to buy a new laptop *.* and somehow, I wish the Internet speed would increase. It can get really retarded and I don't understand why. Oh I found out today that I'm going to miss a lot of events and such during my vacation. Most of it are things I was looking forward to too! Like the trip to P.A.W.S. All those cute animals. I won't be able to meet them at all D;

Haha I should go watch the video and let sleep consume me now.

Konnichiwa!

2011-11-11T06:27:00.000-08:00

Hey look I'm back! Nah, I've never been truly gone. Just busy. I mean, it's after PMR. Clearly I need to celebrate. It's over for over a month now actually. Hmmm I'm nervous about the results. Well, too late to regret anything now. So anyway, I'll tell you all about what I've been up to lately.

Mostly, nothing major happened. Just the usual movies, outings and hanging out. Though, I will be going on a holiday to Australia in December. Ahaha, I'm very very excited about this! It's my second time overseas :D And then there's Interact stuff :) Please do come and support!

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=294126157276282

It's a charity sale. Click attend please? :)

Happy.

2011-09-29T12:26:00.000-07:00

I know it's only few minutes after my last post, but I just realized that I don't blog much do I? The time in between all my posts are months. That's alright. I'll just blog non-stop about all the outings I'm going to go to after PMR. Ahhh, after PMR :) The thought is exciting! Nothing to worry about -besides the day the results are coming out, but that's another story- and all the time in the world. Sleep for the whole day and stay up all night and no one would even give a damn :D I'm going to go do the 700 Sejarah question paper that teacher gave about a month ago. Again, wish me lotsa luck and pray for me? :)

Countdown to pure torture.

2011-09-29T12:16:00.000-07:00

4 more days to PMR.

They say I'm being overly dramatic and I shouldn't worry so much. How can I not? Imagine not getting the straight A's that you want. Imagine after all the hard work, the stress and everything else and it didn't pay off. Imagine everyone else with really great results and you're just sitting there, with not great results. ARRGHH. Hahaha, okay I'm done :D Anyway, it's been quite okay in school lately. I think I've done more studying in the past week than I did in the whole year. Yeap, I am that lazy. At least we have the whole weekend and Monday off to study. Please, everyone. Wish me luck :)

So Aidilfitri,

2011-08-30T02:28:00.000-07:00

is amazing, of course. I mean, first of all, although its sad, it still marks the end of Ramadhan. Woke up bright early in the morning -okay I admit, it was 8 am but whatever- and got ready to go Solat Raya. When we came back we started to dig in to all the delicious food! I ate so much and i'm still not full. I'm still getting used to the idea of eating during the day. I keep hesitating because I still think its Puasa, silly me. Then comes the 'beraya-ing' part. The younger ones (that includes me) goes around and salam the older ones while wishing them a Selamat Hari Raya and seeking forgiveness for anything wrong they did in the past year. The older ones, ahem, gives everyone green packets. Okay, I doubt I have to explain this. Anyway, Aidilfitri is also a great excuse for us to show off all our new baju raya which, in my case would be one in green, and another in white. Not to mention, a great excuse to visit everyone without feeling like you're intruding. Last of all, Aidilfitri also means I am now allowed to wear all the new things I bought specially for Raya. I'm never allowed to wear the things I bought for Raya before Raya. Not even for the day before. I did it before and everyone in my family just looked at me as if I have zero Raya spirit. Hahaha okay, so, for those who still haven't been wished by me yet, well. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin (:

Buckle up, it's gonna be a long one.

2011-07-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

Hey, I'm in a great mood today. I've been this way for a couple of weeks really. Ramadhan is tomorrow, probably part of the reason why I'm so happy. I'm excited for puasa ; Sahur time, the bazaar, buka puasa and many more :D Then there's raya ; the usual : ketupat, rendang, visiting relatives, wearing new clothes, duit raya.

And then there's trials. It's not good news but it does make me feel excited. I can't wait to get it over with. I can't say I've studied enough. There's no such thing as studying enough, at least, not in my case. I just need to pray for the best. Hopefully I get a good enough score on it. They say that the trials affect our class placements next year. Which is what worries me, yet push me. I really really really want to get into A class. That class is said to be the first class and full of smart people is a tad bit overrated. But still, people believe what they want to believe in. And my competitive side is the reason why I want to get in that class. Wish me the best :)

S.O.S - Sensation of Spirits.

2011-07-19T10:00:00.000-07:00

I think I'm stating a fact that everyone already knows - SOS was da bomb.

As you all know, Carnival SMK Seafield 2011 has just ended 2 days ago, (I'd blog earlier but I was too beat) and it went so well. Our combined game stall of 3H and 3F especially. Compliments everywhere. It went quite smoothly despite a few things. And honestly all the drama, the fights, the scenes, the money, the problems, the commotion, the preparations, non-stop planning, the classes we skipped, all the chases for Pn Sophia, the time and energy that we spent on this. All fucking worth it. We hope to do it again next year. Look forward to it, SOS II.

An unproductive week

2011-07-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

Another weekend's here and I don't feel even an ounce of energy to study. My mind's like, elsewhere. Even if I have time and the books are laid out in front of me, I doubt I can even focus. At least I got 2 days of puasa down. 4 more to go :) Besides that, drama, drama and more drama is happening around me. Honestly, they can probably fill up 10 seasons of a soap opera. Oh yes! And I just cut~~ted~~ my hair. It's short now, and fringe is fixed. Split ends gone :'D Hahaha, okay, the smiley reminds me of a quote from a book. Something like, why does people use a smiley to describe their emotions, there are lots of words to describe joy. Something like that. Well, whatever. Anyway, pre-sale went okay for the first 2 days. Hopefully the last goes better. And after that, the carnival.

Mariaaaaaaaa!

2011-07-02T18:49:00.000-07:00

OH YES. I went to the afternoon show of this musical yesterday in my school. They did an awesome job on the whole thing. Well-rehearsed and stuff. They're voices are simply spectacular and they all look so pretty. I want all of their dresses D:< Hahaha, so anyway, all in all, I had a great time with Hanan, Rachel, Mun Ying and Syana :) But of course, spending time with these people in a musical would of course, be noisy. I apologize on behalf of us for our childish-ness :p

So after the musical ended and we're done taking pictures and stuff. Oh btw, Adeline looked gorgeous <3 Then Hanan's mum came to pick Hanan and I up, but on the way back, she decided to bring us for 'minum-minum' to Bliss. Yeah okay, it was fun :)

The ugliest of things comes in the bitchiest of sizes.

2011-06-26T01:03:00.000-07:00

Okay. From now on, I'm going to focus on my schoolwork. I will only think about korean guys after I've finished all of my homework. ~~And I will think about my crushes~~ I will struggle with my maths and figure and learn how to solve the problem instead of just giving up and copy as a last resort. I should take Yen's words to heart "never copy, even if in an emergency, it's my own fault if I didn't finish it". I will become a smart person. Not necessarily as smart as Kah Yin, but smart enough to get a good enough score to get an 80 in my overall percentage. Sejarah and Geo will be my language. I will not talk too much. Like it says on my file, I will "shut up and study". I will not get in over my head with the whole carnival thing and let it get in my way of my studies. I will be an educated person, not some high school dropout. Kay, I'm done :)

So I just read a few books.

2011-06-25T00:32:00.000-07:00

I hate it when a book has a misleading cover. I know the whole saying of "never judge a book by it's cover" but that's alright, I don't think whoever said it wants us to take it from it's literal meaning anyway. So anyway, the cover of "The Romeo and Juliet Code" looks like a fun meaningless teenage romance kind of stuff. But the truth is, it's a very depressing story. I mean, the whole setting is during the war in Britain in the year 1941. I mean, there's a part of the story that has the characters under the stairwell in their home to protect themselves while the house next to theirs is being bombed. See? Plus, it's told from a high-and-mighty British 11-year-old point of view. Who always goes : "British girls must always.." "British girls must never.." Thank god I just borrowed this book.

Now I sort of get it.

2011-06-24T23:07:00.000-07:00

Tumblr is fun. I now understand my friends' addictiveness towards this thing :)

http://ohstuffandbother.tumblr.com/

Miss me anyone?

2011-06-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

I have changed every single thing about my blog. I'm practically drooling over my own background. It's so much simpler and non-laggy this way ain't it? I just wish I could change my link. But it's sort of nice in a classic-ish way. Cos' it's the only thing I didn't change :) Anyway, I'm back people. Twitter cannot contain all the things I want to say for the day (not that I quit twitter or anything, please.). Oh yeah, for the people who like, put me in their links in their blog, I'm so sorry. Due to getting the art of simple-ness right, I deleted every single 'gadget' I have on my blog. Plus, I don't think any of you still have my link there anyway because of my long absence. Anyway, this would be my first official post in almost a year. The ones before are all crap. Well, whatever.

I really hate my new layout.

2011-04-24T11:21:00.000-07:00

It hurts my eyes. But I somehow can't seem to want to change it. Whatever.

Would you like some whine?

2011-04-24T10:48:00.000-07:00

After not blogging for so long, I come back to rant. Just small little tiny things ;

1. After I pass up my Sejarah Kerja Kursus, I'm probably never gonna touch the laptop again.
2. Yeah, I still didn't pass that up yet. It's way past the due date. And I'm barely done.
3. My room's a mess, I can't see the floor.
4. That guy from my tuition is really cute :) (It's not a rant, but whatever)
5. My addiction for Big Bang doesn't seem like it's going away anytime soon.
6. In fact, I really can't wait til' they come to Malaysia in July. Even if I'm not going to the concert.
7. Sad right? The love of my life is coming and he's not even gonna be able so see me.
8. Mid terms are coming, and I'm almost sure that I'm gonna get a zero on all of my homework marks.
9. I didn't study. At all.
10.My mp3 is close to being dead.
11.My maths is really bad now.
12.The guitar is out of tune and full of dust.
13.I'm broke.
14.I've gotten very whiny. This post proves it.
15.I realize I'm not talented D:
16.My lack of ability to blog about something interesting and instead I come up with a list of stuff to whine
about is proof of that.
Anyway,
17. How do you handle people that just irks you?

Heard bad news ;

2010-12-30T22:41:00.001-08:00

That a certain teacher that I hate is going to morning session. Just awesome.

Ever fallen in love with someone, fallen in love

2010-07-31T18:07:00.001-07:00

with someone,
you shouldn't fall in love with?

Death is easy,

Life is hard.

So I ate like a pig,

2010-07-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

last Thursday, when the school's having pre-sales thingy. I'm such an unhealthy person ; I lose myself to delicious food all the time. Anyway, mark July 10th on your calender and come to our school, we're having a carnival. It's filled with delicious ( and unhealthy ) ~~junk~~ food. My kind of place,

off to eat, buh-bye.

LALALA I'M BEING LAME BUT SO WHAT I'M HAPPY

2010-06-29T02:09:00.000-07:00

I'm finally able to go to school tomorrow. Ain't that great? :D Short-post, for now. I'm supposed to be looking for batik pictures ;D Anyway, school. Can't believe I'm saying this, but I sooo miss school )': I miss homework, I miss assignments, I miss my class, I miss getting a pass just to have an excuse to get out of class, I miss collecting the maths books (not really, but it adds to the list), I miss seeing the teachers, I miss everything. Yea okay. I'm just saying all of that cos' I'm bored of staying at home. I ~~can't do anything~~ am not allowed to do anything -.-

Cluck cluck puck-ock.

2010-06-25T18:58:00.000-07:00

Just a few weeks ago, I was complaining to my blog about how sick I was, blah blah blah. Honestly, right now, I would gladly trade what I'm having now to that high fever thing. I mean seriously, I have this 'high-class-quite-rare type of chicken pox or allergic reaction that itches like shit. I've already missed two events that I've been looking forward to (Teacher's Day & Campfire Night) and most probably -if I don't go and see a skin specialist soon- the next one, Carnival Day. But I'm wishing that it won't come to that. So anyway, my results? Just around A's and B's. Fine. and one single solitary C (Sejarah, can you blame me?) My class teacher, Pn Waheeda ; I'm sooooooo gonna miss you D; I wonder if my new class teacher can accept (or even understand) some of my sarcastic retorts like you do. Sigh. So, no picture for this post. If I do put a picture, it's someone with chicken pox. I doubt you'd wanna see that.

So far, it's been good.

2010-06-14T13:38:00.000-07:00

My time as a free -ehem- woman is done. My parents are back and 6 days of holiday left. Sister buying DSLR today, cousin coming here from Aussie (with a present for me ;D) tomorrow & the sort-of outing on the day after that, Thursday. I mean it's such a short time left, my parents can't possibly be thinking of going back to Penang, can they? Whatever. They're famous for their ever-changing-plans-and-not-notifying-me-about-it attitude. Wish me luck. Loads of em'.

A sort-of fresh start,

2010-06-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

Since I have a new layout (and it's a completely different colour theme compared to my last one) I decide to change my tagboard. Now it's perfectly empty. Leave a comment please, it seems quite lonely.

I'm baaaaaaack,

2010-06-12T17:44:00.000-07:00

Miss me sweethearts? ;D Anyway, what do you think of the new layout? It's a little different don't you think? I have to say blogspot is getting way more fun :D Now for the apologies ; Like every other start of each post, I want to say sorry for making my blog died for months. The exams ended a week ago, and I was sick up till today. Ugh, sick. Do you know how horrible food taste like when you're sick? In the past 2 days, I refuse to eat and only do if I need to take my medicine (which is only twice, and each time only 2 pieces of bread) So, how was my exam? Same ol' same ol' maybe a tiny bit better. How did I spend my holidays? In bed, sleeping or simply watching TV. I only went out once which seems like ages ago. I'm a sad fella, I know. Just so you know, it's my last day of freedom, so I need to enjoy it as much as I can. Oops, that'll be my stomach. Time for breakfast.

I hate Open Day ;

2010-03-31T09:27:00.000-07:00

First of all, I'd like to apologize for you know, never updating my blog in like, decades xD
I was too busy studying.
Haha, fine. I never study, but still.
& for the record I did make a study schedule for myself, like what the counselor advised.
But following a schedule is hard, seriously. So I threw away the stupid schedule ;
Fine, I lost it. But still.

Okay where was I?
Oh yeah, Open Day.
Whoever invented Open Day ;
Is an idiot.
For anyone who doesn't know what Open Day is,
its a day where all the parents come to school to meet the teachers to see how we're doing and all.;
and that's a bad thing.
Cos' I'm not one of those students that teachers just luuuuurrvvv.
The exact opposite actually.
So anyway,
My class teacher will probably go on and on ( and on ) about how I'm always never in class, never finish up my essays, snapping at teachers etc.
To my mum.

`Nuff said.
P.S : Talk about invasion of privacy -.-

Gahaha, notes passed between me & hanan during Moral test.

2010-03-04T19:36:00.000-08:00

Since we're not taking the test, we passed notes to each other : D
I'm in bold ; Hanan is the one in blue.

SW is hot ;)

~~The guy that I'm not supposed to like is hotter.~~ Yeah, I agree.

Can't SW you know, eat more and grow taller, ~~he'd probably be hotter than that guy you're not supposed to like.~~
I don't agree. ~~The guy I'm not supposed to like... oh forget it.~~
~~What? Looks like Taylor Lautner?~~ mmmm... SW :( I miss him.
~~No, I was gonna say that guy I'm not allowed to like is supposed to like me, but that sound & just plain stupid.~~ Haha, go to his class lah ;)
~~Supposed to like you? Missed your chance, you were going GAGA over JFK at the time.~~ And what? make out with him or something -.-
~~That time pun he likes another girl en, not me.~~ Haha, why not eh? :p
~~You should have grasped the chance at the time.~~ Haha, don't give me ideas ;D
btw, belanda is under Eropah eh?
AMELIA X SABAR-SABAR DOEE x)
errrr nooo.
~~whateverlah.~~
Haha rawrrrrrr ;DD
~~Haha, ape2 je lah. Suka je dia.~~
Gatal. ~~Sure, except the fact that his gf is in <3 with him, and vice versa.~~
He's hot, I'm allowed to be gatal :D
So? Break them up, there's always jampi.
Haha, siot la ko x)

~~=.= wow that solves everything, not.~~
mmm, TL is hot :D
~~Haha, I tried... *shrugs~~
more like NOT.
o.O jampi jadi ke?
Jampi works for me *shrugs. Oh wait, do you see going around with a rash?
Taste ko je pelik.
So? Ko punya pelik-er.
HAHA, ajar aku weh. me wanna jampi too :l
Senang je, rub poison Ivy on her bed.
At least the pelik-er types are hot AND available :D
TL x hot, SW x available -_-
& haha (sarcastic)
jampi tu tak mujarab la... ~~anyway, I think I'm going back with JFK~~ O:
HAHAHA, what brings that on? Oh & what happened to C? TL is hot (burning, honey) in my eyes. And I already took care of SW's girlfriend. That'd teach her to mess with my man (:
I guess I never really, you know, got over him (JFK I mean) oh C? ntah la. who cares? in your eyes jea. and your eyesight kn blur-blur so can't trust your judgement x) & for 'your man' haha, good for you. Though you have to buat jampi to make him actually talk to you. haha XD
Blablabla, talks are boring. WE don't ever need to talk. We're busy doing something else. (ignoring you about the eyesight thingy -.-)
JFK? want me to help? :D
Haha, like DOING IT? :O woah, hebat doe :p
oh, nvm. (menyesal bgtau ko lak)
EW NO. Just staring into each other's eyes mmm..
Cmon, I'm offering my services for almost free :D
Haha, you'd probably go and tegur him 'hanan' or something -_-
I'm not THAT immature.
Yeah, you're more immature than that.
I am not laaaa =.=
I'll do that in msn, not face to face . Idiot.
I KNOW LAAAA, that's what I meant. Whose the idiot now?
Finefine, can I post this whole convo thingy inside my blog. It's funny.
Haha, okay. I don't think they'll understand though.
Haha, I'm not scanning it, retyping everything XD
AHHHHHH, now is Sejarah !!!!!!!!!
Oh orait, are you gonna put the part about you asking me whether you can put this thing in your blog too?
btw, your shoelaces are untied & yeah, break a leg.
Yeap. All of it. Oh it's always untied. You too.

I thought teachers are supposed to be smart :/

2010-02-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

But obviously they definitely DO NOT get the meaning of a HOLIDAY. To me, a holiday is for people to have a break from it all. You know, rest? I know all of you thought so too. But they are giving us homework to last the whole week. Just like any other school day. Sigh. Some people just don't get it right?

(haha, accidentally posted this on my class blog. Oops)

February ;

2010-02-06T22:09:00.000-08:00

People born on February are :-

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic in the inside not outside.

HAHA, so true.

You make me smile (:

2010-02-06T21:14:00.000-08:00

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile

Sorry if I stared, I can't help it (;

2010-02-05T09:35:00.000-08:00

I read my past posts, and I have to say, I'm such a saddo. But being an awfully cheerful person is just ick. I probably seem chirpy in school. In fact, I probably am. I dunno, I'm weird like that. I guess. Anyway, visit my class blog please? Link is on the left there (: Happy Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year to everyone who's even reading this :D

Do You Remember Me ? ;D
Love hugs and all that ;
Amelia (:

Today was a wonderful day ;

2010-01-21T09:36:00.000-08:00

Haha, look at that title ;
You must have thought I actually meant it right?
Well I didn't.
I woke up around 11 something and got straight out of bed to go to school ;
Of course I miss my bus again, so I walked to school.
I barely made it but I did.
Later we have Program Maju Diri. Its supposed to be fun.
Its crappy really :/
My friends and I aren't allow to enter back in the hall because we went out halfway
and the thing's finished.
(In our defense, we went to SURAU and tried to be as quick as possible)
And honestly I don't really want to back in there,
But our stuff is in there.
So we had to find someway to get in.
ANYWAY, later Hanan and I almost got killed/blind/a concussion/a huge cut/seriously injured
Because of a lamp that fell down directly above us,
It hit my head slightly and shattered when it hit the ground.
Lucky right? Not.

So far 2010 has been real JOY for me.
Perfect.
Not.

Oh Goddamn Freakin Dammit ;

2010-01-03T02:51:00.000-08:00

Bad news -

Okay, my mp3 is officially lost. It was right after I bought new earphones.
I'm not sure if I'm in 2F or not, but I don't think I am.
My eyes are starting spoil, I might need glasses.
I'm feeling quite hungry right now.
Tomorrow is the first day of school.

Good news -

Normal, waaaaaaay more speedy internet is back.
I have been paying a lot more attention to my blog.
My phone is now fixed and be less of an issue now (:

The bad news are a hell lot more of a tragedy than the good news.
Eeeeek, why DO they have to make a 2K class this year DDD:

So this year,

2010-01-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

I don't think I'm gonna make resolutions this year.
Because one, I think its pointless cause I'm never gonna do it (Haha) Secondly, I don't need resolutions to make my grades better, if I want them better, I'll study. And thirdly, I'm gonna keep my resolutions for next year so that it'll have double the effect 8DDDDD

PMR woaahh (;

I know it doesn't make sense somehow ,
but in here *points index finger to head to indicate the brain
It makes total sense honey ;D

Oh Dammit

2010-01-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

I've been neglecting my blog lately.
Sorry guys, I was enjoying the non-presence of my sister for the past 2 weeks :'DDD
Oh don't worry, my blog isn't the only thing I'm ignoring,
myspace, facebook, twitter, msn.
All of it. So don't feel lonely.

May I remind my sister, who I KNOW will be reading this,
that we have a DEAL that you are not suppose to visit my blog
Therefore, you are BANNED from coming here.

Okaaaaay, back to blogging.
So the new year's here .
So school's back.
Back to useless homeworks and pointless exams.

Although I am looking forward to soak Yen Min,
meeting all my friends, and of course
my wonderful awesome-est amazing juniors ;D

Mmmkay, bye.

A little of my many many imperfections .

2009-12-03T09:24:00.000-08:00

instead of complaining , or ranting ,
or whatever boring stuff i seem to tell you guys ,
i'll talk about myself for once ,
yet another boring stuff , i know .

okayh , lets see .

I'm spontaneous . I know , that somehow sounds like I'm bragging or something , but really , I'm not. Being spontaneous is not a good thing . Its really really bad . Its like , acting on impulse . Without thinking . For one thing , its embarassing . Speaking your mind out and people not understanding a thing . And you have to like , "oh nevermind" and all that . For another , its seriously insensitive . You said something too honest and that person is seriously hurt . Then you tried changing it into a joke , which makes even more insensitive . All you can do in the end is smile sheepishly and say sorry . Get the point when I say its not a good thing ?

I am a bad liar . I know , yet again , that sounds like its a good thing right ? But I'm afraid its not honey . Sometimes being a good liar is helpful in my oh-so-very dramatic life . No , acting and lying are 2 very different things . Acting , I can do . Because acting , you know what you need to do . Lying , on the other hand , you need to act on a whim . Without warning . And of course , I can't keep my mind straight under pressure . Let alone trying to lie under pressure . Sorry , but its too much .

I talk too much and too loud . oh god , this is a very bad habit of mine . And I don't even notice it . Not until someone tells me . Which is seriously embarassing . Like some people I'm talking to , would say , can you please not shout ? Its seriously embarassing since you didn't mean to sound like you're shouting . The talking too much thing , it annoys people a lot even in msn . Imagine that . I'm quiet at first i guess , but when i start i'll never stop .

I'm a shopaholic . No , I don't mean that in a 'I'm a fashion addict , I just NEED to buy those stuff because I'm a shopaholic." No , I meant it like , I can't have money entrusted to me. They'll be gone very very soon . I can assure you . I can spend like , RM 30 a day . In school . I seriously don't remember how I can spend that much , I can barely remember what i buy . God , I'd probably have money problems when I'm working in the future .

I have really low self-esteem . I have stage frights ALL of the time I've been on stage . I mean , who misses the last line of the Rukun Negara when reading it on stage in front of oh say , 100-200 people ? After that I've never been on stage except in a group , like footloose and choir.

Twitter ;D

2009-11-19T20:31:00.000-08:00

follow me (:
Link on the left ;D

Jackass so-called stupid phone

2009-11-18T20:39:00.000-08:00

I know insulting a phone is pointless ,
since they don't exactly have a brain to register the insults in their heads.
but whatever , my phone deserves an effin lot of insults, trust me.

Isn't it just super annoying when you can't get hold of people ?
Its like , you have this reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally important stuff going on
and you need to reach someone ,
but you can't
because of your stupid phone's occasional mood swings.

Its not enough that whenever I try to call someone ,
it takes 4 to 5 dials before a can FINALLY reach them .
or the fact that i cant move much when i'm on the phone ,
the wire or something will get lose and the call would be ended.

AND EVEN ANNOYING-ER ,
is the fact that when people try to call ME ,
they can't reach me ,
because yet again ,
the phone chose to be a bastard at uncalled times .
and bcause of that , i know things
tulle little tulle late = .=

PS : I'm updating for the sake of updating , so its boring , mind you .

Blacklisted

2009-11-14T06:41:00.001-08:00

I. Officially. Hate. You.

Another Flashback ;

2009-11-12T20:39:00.000-08:00

This takes place in 2006 ,
when we were all 10 years old ;
okay , so anyway , it was the 4th of August .
In SK Seafield ;

(long post , don't bother reading if you don't feel like it)

I paid the money to Yen ,
since she bought the present and all.
(we split the cost 50-50)
and she showed me the present neatly wrapped in a red gift-wrapper,
with the words 'To HANAN' at the front.
we put it behind our bags so Hanan can't see it
and decided to give her later on , in Music class,
I barely noticed the a few people passing by
and another prefect , a younger girl crouching at her bag a few metres away.
We left , to go do our duties .

So okay , let me explain .
we were all in 4 Rajin
the class with the most prefects.
Me , Hanan , Aidil , Yen , Syasya , Liyana , Ili , Yuvi
and the guys , Leonard , Idris , Lukman and so on .

Carry on then ,
Me and Yen went back to get our bags to go to class .
We look around to see whether Hanan is around ,
and the coast is clear ,
we pull our bags to get the present .

AND HO AND BEHOLD O:
it was lost .
we frantically look in our bags ,
in case we might have misplaced it .
(Mostly Yen suspected me misplacing it since I was such a careless dimwit)
anywaaaaaaaay , we retraced our steps and it was obvious we didnt take it anywhere else .
its obvious really , its stolen .

So we asked around in class ,
especially Leonard and Idris since they like to play pranks x)
but everyone never even saw that thing before.

So Yen and I went to Encik Azizan ,
and demand an official spot check to be held .
He denied it ,
he said that a spot check could be held ,
but not under him .
So we have to arrange it ourselves.

And so we did ,
except for Ili , who stayed in class and make sure Hanan can't see us doing it.
The present was a surprise after all.

LATER THAT DAY ,
in Music Class ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU was being sang ,
by the class , with a few recorders to carry the melody .
but along with it ,
a few whispers 'its red in colour'
'its stolen maybe' , 'have you seen it'
'hanan ..'

The whispers carry on , and Hanan
looking very uncomfortable
was asking anyone who would listen
'what are you guys talking about ?'
but of course , people just shrugged .

as she told me later , she felt like crying ( i think)
coz nobody is telling her anything.
and when around 10 prefect went out for the spotcheck ,
she wanted to follow too ,
but Ili was like 'HANAN , where are you going ?! come and help me with this'

and so we went to do the spotcheck ,
after doing all of the standard 2's class ,
we were sooo tired ,
we all decided to just skip to the class of the girl who was crouching behind us earlier.

AND GUESS WHAT ?
we fucking found it :D:D
the girl was punished by encik azizan
and her name is better to stay nameless .

at least hanan was happy ,
although the wrapper was ripped .

The thought that counts right ?
especially since the whole class cooperate to find it :'D

An Assignment

2009-11-12T04:52:00.000-08:00

I feel like I've been given homework ,

and its almost the school hols for god's sake ,
but i guess thats why i need to finish it up in the first place ,
A 500-page book ,
need to return it to Yuvi tomorrow ,
and I have 400 more pages to read .

I'm pretty sure sleeping isn't in my to-do list tonight.

I have become a gnirob O:

2009-11-10T18:46:00.000-08:00

not that i wasn't before , i was.
just more boring-er than before.

PS : if you read If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Ahern -beautiful book btw- you'll know what i mean (:

And They Left Me ;

2009-11-01T01:58:00.000-07:00

My sister , my brother , my mother and my cousin
had left me here
with the only company of books
(and my dad and my maid, but still , I'm trying to be dramatic here)
to go on a holiday to Lumut , Perak
I think thats the name of the place

at least they didnt take my laptop with them (:
and they left with thoughts that I would actually open my geography book

as if anyone in their right mind would do that ;DDD

The thing i dislike the most ;

2009-10-28T20:34:00.000-07:00

is the fact that they give waaaaaaaay too much time on unnecessary subjects
yet , the subjects that we actually need time , they give such a short time
i'm talking about exams here ;
i mean really .

try seni and maths ;

I just really like the song (;

2009-10-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you

I'm a retard (;

2009-10-22T18:57:00.000-07:00

one of my many many many flaws
is that i cant donkey speak ,
u noee , the sound like a donkey braying
(brays ; is that the right word ?)
anyway , the sound is sort of like hee haw, hee haw ,

so , i found out , that i can make the hee but not the haw ,
my sister , however , can do a perfect imitation of it
lucky fella ,

and so , a few days after i found tht out ,
i find that hanan cant do it either x)
although , she can do the haw not the hee ,

and so we go ,

me : hee
hanan : haw
me : hee
hanan :haw

LOL :D

Youtube ;

2009-10-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

's being a bitch
and when that happens
every single other video player
is turning on me as well ,
that means they're not working
at all.

its been almost a week ;
and i've lost my patience with this stupid internet .
but then again
what can i do about it ?

at least one sort of good thing came out of this
bcoz i've nothing else to do online ,
i've cracked open my sejarah book .

Just Another one ;

2009-10-06T22:56:00.001-07:00

the above pictures ,
as you can clearly see
and freakin obviously
are my best freinds in the world :)
no one can ever change that fact ,
and no one can ever replace you guys

if i happen to move away one day
and we lost touch or something as drastic
i'll be a living zombie
and gonna take me a few years to get over that fact
thats how speacial i think u guys are :)

u all tolerated
all my nonestop singing
my endless talk about the guy i currently like
my annoying needs for your books ;P

long story short ,
u guys stick with me through thick and thin :)
haha , and u guys do noe that i'm not good with this kind of thing
this is as far as i'll get :D

A long holiday ;

2009-10-06T12:21:00.000-07:00

it was 2 am just now and i can still hear my sis flipping the pages of a book
haha good luck sis , for tomorrow ,
anyway , pmr for them ,
holiday for us ,
the two days that the form 1's are suppose to go are over
so we have days till we need to think about anything school-related .

and to think that in that loooong holiday ,
i was planning to read books .
not school books (oh spare me), story books ,
and and a few comics too .
and i thank all of them who had lend me those (:

i updated 3 times today ,
and yes , i noe ,
my blog keeps getting boring-er and boring-er by the second

Oh Yea ;

2009-10-06T09:39:00.000-07:00

and i changed my blog skin ,
coz i got tired and bored and annoyed with the other one ,
and noo , you're not lost .
and your link is working fine .
(:

The weekend ;

2009-10-06T09:21:00.000-07:00

has been really long ,

and fun , of course :)
not to mention nostalgic ;
i met some of my friends from my primary school ,
god , how i miss them .

namely ;
assyifa , nadia , habibah
and a lot more (:

anywaaaay ,
on Saturday , i went with izni to
the twins' open house :),
sorry natasha and ain coz i cant come to yours :(

on Sunday ,
went to azim's ,
ariqah's
and then to syakirah's :)

hanan cant come with us ,
so we (me and aidil) were answering questions like ,
'mana hanan ?'
all day ,
and if they (OH GOD)
asked why ,
we have to explain to them and everything .
haha , i assure you , its a long story (:

Yet another exam ;

2009-09-30T19:25:00.000-07:00

the year-end test is like ,
in 2-3 weeks , rite ?
and yet agaaaaain ,
i didnt crack open a book ,
i just have a lazy ass ,
and have better things to do
:)

Racist Much ?

2009-09-29T09:38:00.000-07:00

ughh , i despise tht word ,
racism is probably the worst reason and obviously the most effective way to strt a war ,
and yes , one thoughtless comment is all it needs ,

i dont know whats wrong with going to a person who's another race from you
and saying 'heyy , how r u ?' or 'hey , hows it going ?'
but noooo , to some of u guys , it's such a chore .

ohh , and theres this one more thing that irks me ,
the malays think that the chinese dont belong in MALAYsia
juz because malaysia originates from Tanah Melayu ,
helllooo ?
if they dont belong here ,
the government would have done something to get rid of all the Orang Asing people ,
but they didnt , did they ?
noo , they belong here just as much as all the malays are okay ?

seriously , i'm a malay myself , so yea ,
if u guys feel insulted , im insulting myself too .

I'm friends with a lot of indians ,
like pri , rish and yuvi
i'm best friends with a chinese
named yen min (:
and nooo , its not bcause i have to or anything
its coz their company is fun ,
just like all your other friends .

seriously , racism is simply rude and a childish act .
haha , oh and as they say ,
BUDI BAHASA BUDAYA KITA (:

Going Green ;

2009-09-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

noo , not with envy ,
i mean as in environmental ?
yes yes , im one of a few tree-huggers in the world
that's a term for people who cares about the earth
not a person going around hugging trees ;

please , recycle what could be recycle ,
and no littering please .

yea yea , some of us find the no littering is hard ,
coz there's this thing called laziness ,
haha , even i do tht sumtimes :p
im nt tht strong of an environment person , honestly ,
but pleeeease , at least try to make an effort , okay ?

FCUK

2009-09-27T10:09:00.001-07:00

is a seriously bad word ,
no really , don't say it out loud if u don't mean it ,
i used to say it just for the fun of it ,
but now not really ,
although it does come out once in a while ,
out of habit ,
or when im , u noe ,
angry , <FUCK YOU !>
disbelief <WTF !?>
embarassed <fuck ..>

haha , okaay , i do say it sort of often ,
but sooo not advised for 12 and below

and noo , eff is different from fcuk , okay ?

Hanan <3

2009-09-25T10:28:00.000-07:00

haha , ok , dyou noe how we met ?
okaaayh , it was 7 years ago ,
noo , i did not typed wrongly n theres nthg wrong wif ur eyes ,
it is 7 years ago
in a place called Tadika Ladybird (:
where we both learned how to read and love english .

i stopped taking my transport
so i dont have to wait at the 'transport' place when i want to go back anymore
so i went to the place where the kids wait for they're parents ,
and obviously , since i was there for the first time ,
i have nobody to talked to
but luckily , yen min came along and talked to me .
and hanan was friends with yen ,
so the three of us sit around in a circle
playing the fingers game
whatever game to pass the time really
and since that day , we kept doing the same routine every single day

but when the year ends , i thought i'd never see her again ,
i wasnt reli depressed , coz we were just normal friends at the time,
and then 1st day of school for std 1 , i entered the class after perhimpunan.
i saw 2 familiar face already ,
yeaa , u guessed it .

hanan ended up sitting next to me and yen in front .
and then , since std 1 , 2 , and 3 are always the same class ,
we were stuck tgether for tht 3 years :p
although , who the heck is complaining ?
but then again , we got into this HUGE fight in std 2 ,
bcoz of us , the whole class was divided

haha , funny times . :D
anyway , for std 4 we ended up in the same class agaaain :)
4 rajin . and since our results are always almost the same ,
we both got into 5 and 6 rajin

and both of us enrolled in this school,
smk seafield ,
and hey , guess what ?
we're in the same class :D
haha so yeaa (:
this is a looooong post xD

Haha ;

2009-09-24T11:34:00.001-07:00

the number one thing i learnt at penang this year
is that when you're sweeping the front porch or yard ,
its best if u dont swing the broom hard
coz if u do ,
sumthing like a rock or anything
might go flying and hitting sumone absolutely innocent.

Oh God ;

2009-09-17T10:07:00.000-07:00

help me ,
my sarcasm won't stop ,

although i am sort of enjoying it (:

i only get sarcastic when i'm mad ,
which isn't often since i tend to be cheerful again after 5 min of blowing sumone's head off
so this is really really rare .

anywaay , Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of you (:

P.S : won't be online for a few days

P.P.S : my name is Amelia , despite what my friends insist on calling me Mia , i probably would get use to being called Mia eventually , but for now , its Amelia

Honestly I Am ;

2009-09-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

i'm absolutely honoured you're talking to me
its like an unbelievable miracle
its like a dream come true
i was like, so freaking happy.

oh please , is this the kind of thing you want me to say ?
i don't talk that kind of crap ,
and i advice you to stop expecting it from others .

get a life , person-with-no-life .

You just don't know ;

2009-09-16T10:02:00.000-07:00

when a heart breaks ,
it breaks silently ,
-Cecelia Ahern , If You Could See Me Now.

i agree ,
silently
u just don't know ;
let alone understand .

i'm not usually this emo ,
but hey , i'm only human .

Tropicana ;

2009-09-15T18:19:00.001-07:00

a pole , a lamp post and a stick
Think those pictures up there is weird ?
yea , me too
thats what the people at the table now ,
after saying how freakishly tall i am ,
are comparing how freakishly thin i am next to those things up there ,
i am fairly aware as well that those things above doesnt breathe
so yea , i feel insulted

Pointless ;

2009-09-15T18:02:00.000-07:00

the only word to describe exams ,
seriously , not only it tortures students ,
making them slave away reading and all ,
its also a waste of time and kills trees .
the mid and end year tests are probably necessary ,
but monthly exams ? nooo , i absolute disagree .

Our Class Blog ;

2009-09-08T19:48:00.000-07:00

yeeeaaaaa , our class now have a blog :D
by Si Ven , Zhilin , Mel and a few others (:

LInk on your left-hand side ;

Life is just so ;

2009-09-03T16:47:00.000-07:00

boring :)
u get what i mean ,

I'm updating :)

2009-08-29T07:31:00.000-07:00

so yea, during the holidays,
i went to penang, which most of u probably already noe,
damn, it was fun ! :D:D
we watched a movie, which i love
its called UP,
its so great :)
the not so fun part is that our kampung house doesnt have internet,
so i filled my already trashy mind with playing ps
which is sort of boring if u do it everyday,
there, im complaining already -.-
nways, the only way to on9 is at my 2 cuzin's house
which is where i am rite now :)

nways, even if it is a little late, and early,,
selamat berpuasa dan selamat hari raya :D

Melaka ;

2009-08-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

yeap, melaka,
i went there a few days ago
but i didnt update up till now
coz my laptop's being an ass and my internet hates me
so yea,

anywaaaaay,
when we go there
we don't know the way to our hotel
its 'Holiday Inn'
and if u go there too u'll get wat i mean,
so we're practically lost
so we ask a few ppl 4 directions
and, unlike the ppl in KL
who, if we ask for directions, they'll probably say sumthing like
'HAHAHA, korg sesat ? HAHA , nasib korg ahh'
or
'Klau aku tlg ape aku dpt ? duit ?'
or sumthing else thats as rude
(sry ppl, all the above is sorta lame
coz i havent experience these kind of situations first-hand xD)
the people there actually sincerely and genuinely help us,
u can know they're sincere coz
one of them even offered to lead us there :D

Just Go Away ;

2009-08-08T02:06:00.000-07:00

Sympathethic looks and pitiful glances doesn't change a thing, ok ?
so yea, stop it.

Bitch & bastards ;

2009-07-24T22:07:00.000-07:00

alrite, my closest friends know who the hell i'm talking about
and i'm 100% sure they agree with me
we call him the 'umph' guy xD

nways, this post is dedicated to him,
and also his clone
who practically agrees with everything umph says
dedicated to him
NOT in a good way

nways, when u talk bad about someone,
ok, i get it, u dont like the person
u dont exactly have to tell everyone about it
coz, hello ?,
unlike you, we're humans
we have feelings
and we have actual frens
so yeah, real humans stick up 4 they're frens

nways, u think ur multi talented
i tell u a secret,
ur not
n probably never will be if u dont lose tht attitude of urs
the thing is we learn things
so yea, and if we're not perfect the first time
u dont exactly have to laugh at us rite ?

okay, now, to umph's fren
YOU are in no position whatsoever to tell people what to do
coz if ur asking me
ur a hell lot worse than any of us
n yea, by us i mean the entire population of the people hu hates u
n yea, its a lot

seriously, all of us,
yes the population i mean
thought u guys were okay
but it turns out we're obviously wrong

thank u;

sincerely, amelia :)

FOOTLOOOOOOOOSE (;

2009-07-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

Footloose is gonna be a blast :)
we practice for so long and so hard
i mean seriously !
look at our schedule ;

mon- tue (this week)
8 a.m. - 5 p.m.
friday
2 p.m. - 11 p.m.

gaahhhh, best of luck to the musical people
hope it'll go as plan :)
btw, didnt update for so long
its for the reason stated above (;

Scrub a dub dub xD

2009-07-19T02:16:00.000-07:00

haha, so yea
tday was clean up day for the musical people
we mopped, swept, scrubbed, wiped, dusted, brushed, and painted pretty much everything
of coz, the duties are divided
lol, shauna, yen, suet, hanan and a few others
had to clean the girls toilet
haha, wen we 1st saw it, we were like 'EEEWWW'
bla bla bla
we play like mad in there
then wen we were done
we moved on..
to the boys toilet xD
i noee..
wen we saw wats in there,
we were like
'EEWWW, NO WAYYY MANN !'
seriously the girl's toilet's condition isn't as bad
and it took us a longer time to clean tht up xD
haha so yea

''The people tht are going to the musical, if you're gonna use the toilet, like hell u have to keep it clean xD''

ICTL ;

2009-07-15T18:16:00.000-07:00

okayh.. i took my ICTL practical test yesterday
and its freakin hard D:
haha owh n special thanks to

1. Yong Sin Yik
2. Bryan
3. Tse Yong

for helping me when teacher wasn't looking xD
haha, seriously la weh
i mean, 20 min ?
how the hell are we supposed to fin all tht on tht single 20 min ?
-.-''
but i guess we survived
speaking of which
good luck hanan,
for the test in the next 2 weeks :)

Books ;

2009-07-13T17:44:00.000-07:00

ok yea,
they gave the books that we bought from scholastic a few days ago
and i cant wait to read them >.<
haha yea yea, think of me as a nerd
i dont give a shit wat u tynk of me
sue me for god sake -.-
damn my internet :)

Results ;

2009-07-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

Mid Year Exam Results ;

BM 67% B
BI 87% A
SEJ 68% B
GEO 60% B
MATHS 86% A
SCIENCE 84% A
AGAMA 62% B
SENI 72% B
KH 78% A
PJK 73% B
SIVIK 54% C
ICTL 71% B

tht makes a total of 862/1200
4A's 7B's 1C
yes, im stupid. Sue me -.-

Ran away ;

2009-07-08T18:04:00.000-07:00

Pn Siew is like, damn mad xDD
haha, bcoz we everyone in our class
ran away from her during carnival day
we had to, teacher, u'll force us to take care of the stall if we didnt
thnk god adilah decided to stay there 4 the whole day
and cover 4 the whole class
4 that i thnk u :)

Thank u <3

2009-07-04T00:16:00.000-07:00

this post is dedicated to my class ( 1 Fasih ) ;DD
haha, they have been so devoted to help with earning some money :'D
eventhough its last min ( i mean, srsly, on friday xD)
haha i guess its a bit further than we've gotten b4 rite ? :D
i wish everyone luck on the damned day
thts all =)

GOD, SAVE OUR CLASS

2009-07-02T19:15:00.000-07:00

we dont noe wat the hell we're selling on carnival day
and we cant even find our food stall in the map
we dont have a game stall coz we dont noe wat game we're making
our class probably would earn a total of zero D:
but then again, theres always next year :]

Folio's ;

2009-06-30T19:55:00.000-07:00

wat the hell ?
i tot afta the geo and sej projek is done
we can actually have some space in our minds
but noooo -.-
we have to make a seni folio too
sumthing bout anyaman
a total waste of time

Dead ;

2009-06-24T16:38:00.000-07:00

okaaaayh
this place is practically dead
probably bcoz my life is oh-so-super-boring
nthg actually happen -.-
:)

ughh ;

2009-06-16T18:04:00.000-07:00

my results ?
bad
actually, its worse -.-
almost all of it is B's
and 1 or 2 is A's
and the A's are like 78-85
theres no 90+
thts coz i didnt pass up my hw xD
i guess i hav noone else to blame tht on otha than myself -.-
i'll post my results when i got my report card :)
so u guys can see 4 urself hw bad it is

Picture day ;

2009-06-15T20:42:00.000-07:00

oh wow, the day before picture day
which is wat i like to call it btw :)
my sis was suddenly in front of the mirror
(late at nite, around 11:30 which is y its weird)
tying her hair over and over
n smiling to herself in the mirror
i was almost scared
xDD
i asked her wth shes doing
she said 'oh tomorrow's pic day'

dammit -.-
i totally 4got bout tht
anyways,

wen i woke up the next day
around 8:30 am
i found my sis sleeping
...
and my neighbour lookin at me
...
i was confused..
my neighbour was waking my sis up asking
'y rnt u in sch ?'

ahh, it all make sense now :D
she overslept xD
n missed picture day :)
n then i went back to sleep to the sound of my sis screaming 'NOOOOO'

Stretch ;D

2009-06-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

a word advise ppl
always stretch before u do anything D:
sure, u mite not see the point of the whole thing at first
but in a few days
it will
painfully D:

a rant ;

2009-06-10T02:19:00.000-07:00

Insults
ughh, ever thought of keeping your opinions to urself ?
unless its a compliment,
hav u ever tot of how the person u juz insulted feel ?
pls, put urself in other's shoes
n tynk abt hw u wud hav felt.

Bitching
i bitch abt others lots of times
with different ppl :)
mayb its juz bcoz im human
and not all of us hav to b saints -.-
but i juz cant stand ppl hu bitch to me abt 1 of my frens
thts juz stupid
mayb sum ppl mite nt noe
but wen sumone say 's/he is my fren'
thts a hint as in to say 'fcuk off, s/he is my fren n i don want to talk bad bout s/he'
n if u get the hint
juz change the subject or sumthing
don juz sit there n continue bout it as if u neva heard. -.-

My Blog
do you noe hw to read ?
its my blog
i can write watever i want
and if u have a problem wif tht
juz close it
unless of coz i ask of wat u tynk of it
n if i accept it wif a smile :) it means i take ur advise
or about the fonts/colours/etc
i don mind abt tht
juz tell me if u have a problem readin it :)

thts all :)
sry if i offend anyone ;)
juz typing my thoughts xD
oh and hanan, its bigger now, happy ?
the fonts i mean xDD

Thnk GOD =D

2009-06-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

my parents have delayed/ cancel our vacation to Langkawi !!!!
im freakin happy :D:D
coz i can make it after all =D
to my musical practise i mean xD
so they wont kick me out :D:D:D:D
haha nt 2 mntion more time 2 on9 :D:D

okayhh anyways, in penang
we did totally nthg :D
otha than me n my sis went to a movie wif our cuz
haha, it was a last min planning xD
we plan 2 watch 17 again
but then the movie starts late, at 9:40 pm
it was 9 o'clock at the time
n we want to go home b4 midnite xD
so we look 4 an earlier movie
which is hw we ended up watching hannah montana
xDD haha at 1st all of us thought it was a lame movie or sumthing
but then i was a damn nice movie :D:D
it was so funny
n travis is so cute x.x xDD
haha
thts all :))
then we came back here (s.jaya) tday :D:D
n i juz realize i didnt fin my geo yet .. -.-
which is y i need to stop now to go n fin it .. xD

Holiday(s) xD

2009-06-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

haha
accordin 2 hanan,
my blog look exactly lyk her old one xDD
owhh, n my holidays
which i thought i can juz sit back n enjoy a boring 2-week holiday which im probably gonna complain to an unlucky human hw boring it is xD
had turned into a 'fun'-filled activities
sure sure, its fun at some parts
tiring and bored during the travellings in another
n no time to on9 is another xD
so far, we've (my fam and i) been to bukit tinggi
im nt sure wer isit so don ask xD
so at there
we went to look at rabbit farms
which also include ponies, a billygoat, turtles, donkeys and storks
n then we went bowling
my sis n i vs my mum n dad
my bro is my mum n dad's team's no. 1 fan xD
n then we went swimming
yeap, thts all xDD
haha i noe
it was a brief holiday
we juz spent 3days 2 nights
coz we were rushing to go to penang ;))
on the same day we came back frm bukit tinggi
we strted our journey 2 pen
ughh, n reach there at 10:30 pm
and the journey took like 5 hours
see wat i mean bout boring and tiring ?
after this we're going to langkawi
yet another wonderful journey -.-''
sigh
tht means im gonna miss my musical practise
which probably gonna mean tht they'll kick me out -.-''
which is y im pissed at my parents rite now
coz they wont cancel their plans xDD
i noe i noe
im spoilt xDD
sigh
n i worked so hard too :'(
xDD

HTML ;

2009-06-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

okayhh
i changed my blog to classic
for only about 15 min xD
after i changed it,
i found out i have to change all these html
so at first i did try to change them
but then i got confused wif all those codes,
next come laziness
n then comes the 'i give up' xDD
so i changed it back to normal :D :D
haha sry dina x.x
anyways
holidays are kinda boring
so far xD
nthgs happening
everyday
the same old freakin thing
sigh.. T.T
im missing school xDD
i always loved school
okayh, i complain bout them a lot
but then i complain bcoz of the learning part
n the homework part only xDD
other than tht i luv it <3
xDDD
okayh, now i feel effin jealous of the ppl who's going to choral fest
at least they have sumthing to do -.-
x.x

thts all i guess
byee :))

Interrupted ;

2009-05-31T11:46:00.000-07:00

okay, my last post was soo.. brief xD
thx to my sis.. -.-''
i was typing.. blablabla
and she came along D<
she said 'belahh ahh, its my turn!! '
so i have to quickly finish up my sentence and publish it -.-
(we go by the amelia-day-azmina-night rule xD)
((yeaa, i noe, im surprised my laptop didnt explode yet too ;D ))

ahh, look at tht !!
thts john connor :))
in the Sarah Connor Chronicles
NOT the movie

in the movie ?
-.-'' he doesnt look tht good xD
in the movie,
he looks old !! xD

Terminator ; )

2009-05-31T04:12:00.001-07:00

haha i woke up at like 11 this mornin'
bcoz of my mum ..
she was like
'nina (my sis)!! lia (thts me >.<)!! bangunlaaaaa !!! we're about to make a move redi' i was 'mm, i dowanna goo' eventho i dunno wer the hell we're goin xDD my sis was ' wer r we goin ?' 'a movie la' my mum said we both open our eyes freakin wide 'afnan ikut skali ke ?' my sis ask (afnan is my five year old bro)
'yeap' my mum said
ohh boy -.-''

in the movie ....
(we were watching terminator btw)
i was sitting btween my mum n my bro
a stupid mistake -.-''
every 10 min my mum would say
'afnan, best x cite nie ?'
n my bro wud say 'bestt'
or or
my bro wud 'lia lia, asl org tuh bunuh die ?
' i mean like, wth ?
its a movie 4 god sake -.-
xDD

The first ;

2009-05-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

May 30th is the date of my very first post :))
i'll probably won't update my blog much
coz im either lazy, busy or have nothg to say :D
owhh and i have a little bit of warning
if you are one of those anti trash talk people
u probably won't like my blog much ;)
coz i assure u it'll be full of it :D
(once its updated, of coz)
owh n mind u, i use short forms alot
so u mite nt understand half the things im saying .